a spot of bother

what do you think?!

2010-01-15T17:49:00.002+08:00

as i'm getting lazier by the day, my blog has been collecting dust from everywhere!
ok, that was metaphorically.
let me just put it in simple words.
i'm thinking of shutting my blog down.
so, if there's any objection, feel free to voice out your word.
i'm going to remove this permanently by the end of next week.
thank you for all your support and patience in reading my blog.
i just haven't got time for this anymore.

don't miss me! ;D

suka suki suko suke :D

2009-12-11T00:48:00.002+08:00

okay!
sem baru da bermule!
jadi nyer, byk la azam baru aku kali ni!
muahahaha!
ye la sangat.
x buat pon azam baru sbenar nyer tp aku bharap aku dpt cope dengan sabjek2 sem ni sbb teramat la bz nnt okay.
aku sudah mule cuak walaupon baru 1st week.
hadoih la makjah. -_-;;
pape pon, kite kena bersemangat!
tp baru 1st week ni pon da macam2 aku tringin.
nak kasot baru la, baju baru la, gelang baru la.
duit x masok pon lagi.
hua3.
tambah lagi membe aku kat korea nak bli kan tshirt muse yg tour die tuh sbb muse dtg korea jan ni.
weehoo!
arap2 dapat sign matt bellamy skali! :D
yun, jgn jelez~ ;D

1st week ni pon zaf da ajak mkn2 kat lua which aku sgt suke!
dpt la jugak tgk dunie lua kat gombak tuh.
kalo x tperap je dalam uia tu haa.
x sonok langsong! hmph! X(
pape pon, time kaseh zaf n mar yg slalu ajak! :D

AND!
berita yang paling best skali!
4 minggu bturut2 jumaat cuti beb!
hahaha, sonok dpt balek uma.
tp of coz la akan ade 1 mggu aku x balek gak sbb nk buat pojek.
almaklumlah kan, pojek da start da pon. :)
mggu ni g karok dgn budak2 tikl dulu, mggu dpan ade bro dari US dulu nak kawen so WAJIB pergi sbb nak jumpe balek abang2 n kakak2 n makcik2 n pakcik2 kat US dulu!
argh! rindu gile mreka!
da la sume anak da baru la hape.
dulu tgk bujang keding aje.
huhu.
can't wait!

okay, itu shj utk kali ini.
sbenar nyer ade post laen tp tgh dlm proses meng-edit2 sbb post lpas ni agak sronok utk dbace make aku pon nk edit baik2.
heee :D

iqbal

2009-11-19T07:27:00.002+08:00

selamat pagi sume!
ye, arini aku bangon awal!
lepas suboh x tdo kot!
*bangge jap dgn diri*

kali ni post ni dedicate kat adik aku yg last skali yg bname iqbal a.k.a ibai.
arini result upsr die kua.
sbb tu la aku bangon awal.
kalo x, hampeh.
huhuhuhu.
anyway, mak kat sabah and bina je ade kat uma.
that means uma bsepah gile kot!
adek pompuan aku yang sorg ni bukan nyer gheti nak tlg kemas uma.
kaen btimbon! saje tggu aku balek uma and aku yg kena lipatkan.
haih, tension.
jap g ni kena la vacuum dulu sbelom kua g skola ibai.
kalo x mak balek mesti marah gile.
T_T

so, pas suboh td tros la aku g lipat kaen kan.
*ehem, rajin r konon*
sambil2 lipat tu tringat la satu cite mak pnah cte mase balek uma sbelom exam ess tuh.

mase tu, aku tengah la lipat 1 boxer ni.
aku tkjot dgn saiz die.
nak kate afiq nyer, die xde kat uma.
nak kate abah nyer, kecik sgt. tp mungkin abah da kurus sket kot.
so, aku boh la kat pile baju abah.
pastu mak dtg tlg lipat kaen skali.
borak2 sket, pastu mak pon amek 1 boxer lagi tok dilipat.
ttbe mak bukak cite.

"tau x skang ibai da pakai boxer?! da la pegi shopping boxer dengan afiq."
"haaaaa???? mak bia btol?! sjak bile?! dulu spender pon xnk pakai! hahaha! da la shopping dengan afiq! pelik gile situasi!"

kekekekekekeke, aku gelak cam nenek kebayan kjap mase tuh.
mak pon join skali.
haha :D

bile aku piki2 balek.
ibai nak amek result upsr arini, bsar nye da adek aku sorang ni.
ibai da reti pakai boxer, bsar nyer da adek aku sorang ni.
pastu bile aku cakap bo kem salam kat die, nak tsipu2 malu plak.
macam die ade can je dengan bo.
hohoho.

rase nyer macam baru smalam aku tuka kan lampin die. ;D

saya tension sangat.

2009-11-13T00:41:00.003+08:00

ok, di sini terdapat beberape perkara yang membuat aku tension.

1. bile orang x percaya aku xde boyfriend. ok, aku nak buat statement hangat di sini.
"aku xde boyfriend"
aku bukan nak marah ke pe tp kekadang tkilan laa bile org ckp aku tlalu memilih, nape aku xde boyfriend walhal aku ni baek, yada yada yada. jangan salah paham, aku bukan kutuk or marah or ape2 ni tau. just cam pnat jawab. huhu. ye, aku memilih tp nak buat camne. itu mmg lumrah. dan aku ni xla sebaek yang korg sangke. aku kutuk org jugak. aku gosip gak. aku buat jahat gak. hmm, tggu la satu ari nnt ade lelaki yg bukan taste aku akan bukak mate aku sket. cume skang ni sume laki cam h*r*m. hohoho.

2. bile aku plan something, mesti x menjadik. i mean, at least kalo korang jawab everytime aku tanye tu aku bole consider lagi. xde la sepanas ni ati aku. aku da la cube nak mnyayangi sume org. itam sangat da ati aku ni. tolong la bile aku tanye tu, jangan buat bodoh then g cakap2 ngan membe ko plak. tolong la jangan tinggal kan aku hangging tanpe jwpn then LAST MINUTE baru nak bitau. serious aku BENCI. xkn la x paham2 lagi aku ni camne. oh, sebab aku baek ngan korang, bole korang pijak kepala aku camni?! tp bile aku tkasar bahasa siket laa ape tros label aku jahat. aku jadik camni sebab korang jugak okay! aku xnak jadik hipokrit yang senyum je stiap kali korang saket kan ati aku. think of other people jugak la. bukan korg je manusia yang penting atas bumi ni. xbole ke korang tolong menjadi kan plan aku skali skale?! bukan susah pon. datang je la. bukan aku suruh korang blanje pown. bukan aku suruh korg tlg organize. it's just a matter of answering 'yes' or 'no'. it's not that hard kan?!

3. bile kacang lupe kan kulit. serious agak macam haram jadah r klo tibe2 ko da hot n femes ke pe, tros ko lupe kawan2 lame yg da stay by ko slame beberape taon ni dan tros replace ngan kawan baru yang ko baru kenal beberape bulan je. atau ko ade minat baru tros ko xnak lepak ngan org yg xde minat same kan. like hello! hobbies doesn't separate friendship la dol!! aku xnak la point kan kat sape2 tp kalo tmkn cili trase la pedas nyer.

4. aku x suke dgn diri sendiri. aku da banyak berubah atas beberape perkara. aku da x ayu. aku da mule obsess dgn diri sendiri. aku da mule mnunjukkan aurat2. aku da mule xtau malu. ye, faktor2 ini telah terjadi kepada diri ku. knape aku camni?! knape aku da mule xle control diri?! kawan2, jangan gusar. ni bukan masalah anda. ni masalah dgn diri sendiri kay. jangan korang lari dr aku plak. aku cume mengalami kematangan diri yang melampau. kawan2, aku bharap agar stiap kali bende2 di atas ni terjadik kat aku, sile tegor. jangan biarkan aku lalai. aku nak brubah. sile tolong kay. time kasih. :)

be ok

2009-10-24T05:30:00.005+08:00

i just wanna be ok, be ok, be ok
i just wanna be ok today

i just wanna feel the day, feel the day, feel the day
i just wanna feel the day today

ni adalah terbitan lirik lagu ingrid michealson 'be ok' yang menerangkan perasaan aku sekarang.
dan mungkin juge budak2 archy yang laen.

ye, kami dalam keadaan yang sangat tertekan sekarang.
walopon submission da lepas(snin aitu), tapi stelah bod2 kami dipulangkan, terdapat pule kerja2 touch up, buat model, buat schematic diagram dan juge workbook.
selain drpd itu, dalam sminggu ni, ade 4 presentation yang perlu kami bentangkan.
dem.
1- studio presentation (27th)
2- ess presentation (29th)
3- bcm presenation (30th)
4- leadership presentation (31th)

mreka ingt kami ni ape?!
robot?! superman?! wonderwoman?!
like hello!
tolong la sedar siket bahawa kami perlukan rehat juge ok!
jangan la bagi keje btalu2 camni.
Tuhan marah kalo kite abuse bdn kite camni.
aku tau aku x bape alim tp stakat ni aku mmg tau Tuhan kate kite perlu kan rehat yang secukup nye.

mmg la lect da anjak kan ape sume tu tp pikir la sket, nak bagi keje presentation ke ape, tolong la jangan banyak sangat karenah.
mintak macam2.
pastu bile x siap mule la marah sane sini.
kami sedar batch kami dibenci.
lect2 x perlu risau pasal tu.

kadang2 aku tepiki, lect buat kite mcm ni knape?!
sbb time dorg blaja dulu dorg pown kena terok camni ke?!
btol kah?!
aduhh.
mmg sempit la pemikiran kalo begitu.

ye, mungkin korang akan cakap, 'da tau archy susah nape amek?!'
dun wori, aku pown slalu tny diri aku soklan tu.
1- paren aku mmg teringin nak aku jadi akitek
2- aku xde hale tuju dlm hidop n akitek la kos yang paling dkat dgn gred spm aku slaen civil

haih, ttibe jadik post emo plak.
padahal nak cite pasal bende len.
haha.

ok, ini cite sbenar.

setelah mendapat kebebasan, kami telah berjoli di times square slase lpas.
mmg x plan langsong.
bo mai lisott paan da plan la tapi.
dorg nak p tengok cte seram ape ntah.
tp ttbe aku tdengar bo kate die nak tengok papadom.
ape lagi, aku join r!

memula aku telah ditipu oleh cik farah nasiha pasal cite papadom tuh.
ade ke patot die tanye camni,
'bella, ko nak g tgk papadom x? ko mesti suke kan cite2 tamil camni.'
aku pown sperti biase tertipu la kan.
haih.

setelah sampai kat times, tros begegas ke tiket kaunter nak bli tiket sambil2 window shopping sket2.
da bli tiket pe sume tu, ktorg pown bjalan la konon nak g makan aiskirim gelato kesukaan bo dan paan.
tengok jam, 'ok, kol 4.30 kan cite tuh? skang baru 3.30'
rupe2 nyer mase tu da mmg da pukol 4.30
seb bek mai tenung lame2 sket jam die tuh.
huhu.

sesudah papadom, kami g makan kenny rogers!
huu, lame mngidam!
puas laa jugak.
pastu tejumpa laa kapel yang kami knal ni.
hohoho. kantoi. ^^

lantas selepas makan, bo ngan paan ape lagi kan.
pergi ke 'syurga' mereka la.
times tingkat 5 tu.
huih, x pna aku tgk dorg camtu.
kaki cpat je mlangkah.
mate fix kat sume kedai yang ade.
1 kedai pown x ble miss.
power r skill shopping dorg ni!
huhu.

TP!
yang paling best skali!
aku ngan yaa da bli tiket tok mnonton Micheal Jackson This Is It!!!
31 aribulan nnt!! ^o^
tp, presentation leadership ari yang same.
hopefully sempat!!
amin.

maap la kali ni aku bcrite dgn pnoh 'smangat' n korang kompem xkn bosan membace.
ni skadar nak update je.
hohoho.
i'm out~

T_T

2009-10-13T22:06:00.001+08:00

13 oct 09 10.06 pm

bella: aku malas.

moon: aku malas gak....

yaa: aku pon malas giler...

geram.

2009-09-15T14:52:00.002+08:00

omaigod!
stelah aku pulang ke rumah pade ari sabtu lpas, mak cakap baju raye da siap tp tailor tu buat x cantek.
dr segi potongan ape sume cantek da.
tp dr segi die susun kaen tu mengikot kale tu sungguh mengecewakan!!!
ade ke ptot baju blah dpan da merah, dkat tpi tu tibe2 purple caer n tmpt kat ketiak tu kale biru???!!
(ye, aku highlight kan tulisan ni mengikot kale baju aku. cube korang bayang kan betape burok nye baju aku itu.)
i mean, wth man!
baju aku cam da jadik kaen burok yang ko cantom sesuka hati je!!
kaen mak aku beli tu bukan calang2 kaen dong!!
mahal nyer x tkire sbb ingat raye kali ni bole la kaen special sket.
argh!
omaigod3!!!
aku xtau nak express kan camne kmarahan aku ni.
seb baek bulan ramadhan, aku sabar sket.
dgn bfikiran waras, mak aku nak p mintak balek kaen extra n nak anta kat tailor mane2 yg bole alter kan.
hopefully bole alter la sbb kaen nyer cam agak fragile.
chiffon ke hape x salah aku.
alaa, kaen yg kena lining la kesimpulan nyer.
kaen2 yg kena lining ni bukan nyer kental sangat.
mmg fragile kot.
omaigod3!
spanjang raye ni aku x bole angkat tangan la.
kalo x nampak burok la tibe2 tang ketiak kale biru terang.
hoh, tringat iklan deodorant yg pompuan tu xle angkat tgn sbb ketiak die itam.

oh man.
aku sgt frust skarang. :(

sahur dan mimpi lagi

2009-08-24T11:57:00.002+08:00

hey kawan2!
di sini nak cite sket la kan tentang diri yang kurang hebat memasak ni.
pada pagi ahad yang indah, aku bangun pukol 4.15 pagi!
semate2 nak tolong mak masak!
haha, anak mithali tak?! :p
ye la, kesian kat mak yg usia da mjangkau 50 kena masak tok ktorg yg berumur 20 tahun ni.
make, dengan hati yang suci (eceh :p) aku pon bangun la.
mak nak masak nasi lemak pagi ni.
uh-oh.
aku x reti haprak pon. :(
aku pon buat2 la busy ngan tanye mak, "nak buat ape ni?"
padahal tahu nak buat nasi lemak and satu haprak pon x gerak lagi.
aku pon sperti bese pegi potong bawang dulu.
ajaib nyer, mate yg sparoh segar ngan sparoh ngantok tu xde effect langsong bile potong bawang.
pasni kalo mak suroh potong bawang nak tido dulu la. hehe.

ok, bebalik kepada cerita.
da setel bawang merah, bawang putih dan halia, ktorg begerak ke dapur gas.
nasi mak da buat siap2 so xtau camne resepi nyer. adeh.
make, dengan langkah bijak, aku nyale kan api dapur dan buboh minyak ala kadar je.
alaa, scukup rase la kan.
tunggu punye tunggu, masok la bawang yang da potong2 tadik.
pissshhh!!!! mlonnjak2 minyak naek tangan aku.
takpe, aku kebal kan.
da abes tumis tu, masok la cili.
1 sudu, 2 sudu, 3 sudu.
aish, da banyak sangat ni.
mak datang tengok dan tambah lagi 1 sudu.
erk, cirit birit la aku pagi ni. -_-;;
mak pegi perah asam jawa dan masok kan air die n ikan bilis skali.
aku tukang kacau je la kan. :p
pung pang, pung pang.
siap sambal bella!
haha, dengan hati yang bangge pegi la kejot satu family bangun makan.
ye la, hasil kite kan. :p

bile da makan tu........ oh!
sedap plak! :p

ok, tadik tu cite sahur.
skarang nak cite mimpi plak.
sbelom aku bangun pukol 4.15 tuh, aku ade mimpi.
tak tau nak cakap mimpi ngeri ato pon best.
ni mimpi sambungan.
sambunagn dari mane?!
sambungan dari mimpi aku kawen lari2 kat hotel tuh.
geng anak bapak, korang mesti ingat sape tuan empunye badan yang datang meminang aku tuh.
hak3.
ok, moving on.

kali ni 'org tu' datang uma aku plak.
tujuan: unknown
so, aku pon lepak2 la kan kat uma pe sume.
pastu bile die datang, cube teka die nak jumpe sape?!
kakak aku!
hahaha, aku tgelak la kejap kan.
tp dalam sedar tak tau la kan.
entah2 aku tgelak btol2.
mesti adik aku piki aku gile gelak dalam tido.
seterusnyer, 'org tu' ajak akak aku pegi dating tau.
ok, gelak da makin bertambah.
dan yang mbuatkan aku 'mengilai', die pegi dating tempat yang same aku pegi dating dengan 'faceless-dude'.
pastu, pegi mane2 je mesti die ikot pegi skali.
hati dan firasat aku mngatekan bahawa 'org tu' nak jelez kan aku supaya aku accept minangan die dulu.
hahahahahahaha!!
tapi kite mesti ingat kawan2, ini hanya lah mimpi. :D

ok, nak sambung buat keje!
haha, bajet je :p

my eventful life

2009-08-22T23:04:00.006+08:00

hey peeps!
haha, been on a hiatus for almost 2 months now.
but no worries!!
i'm back now my fans!
huhu ;p

anyways, for the past two months, a lot has happened to me.
1. penang trip
2. kaedlive

eh wait, that's only 2 events.
nape aku bz sgt ek?!
haha.

anyway, our studio went to penang for a 'study trip' on disabled people. eventhough the task was done at the very last minute, i had fun! unfortunately! we missed our ride back to kl on monday morning. 7am to be exact. very stressed and sad at that time but what can i do but cry right? :p everything was solved when we bought another ticket at 9m. there's so much time to kill so a bunch of us decided to go shopping. well, u can't really call it shopping but whatever la kan. we ate mcd and watched ghost of girlfriend's past which is quite funny la. not bad. huhu. here are a few pics along the way :)

haha, ok.
da malas nak upload banyak2 (padahal baru 3 je.. :p)

now, i'm moving to kaedlive!
the eventful event of my life!
after months of planning and crying and fighting, that night was super duper incredible!!
amazing performances by liyana(estrella), algebra and super pot amir!!
not forgetting drone squad!
memang smart la menari kan!
if you guys spotted me that night, i was dancing along with them.
seriously! :D
eventhough some people are not satisfied with it, i am!
it's like watching your kids grow up la gitu.
huhu.
i don't have the pictures with me but you are invited to look at it at my facebook!
just holla my name yo! :p

saya sayang SEGI

2009-06-20T18:01:00.003+08:00

after 2 months of pure torture, multi-dip has finally come to an end! :D
we were living at kaed literally and it has brought me disasters in many ways.
but.
it's a semester that i'm never gonna forget coz my group won 1st place!!
it was worth the torture! X)

here are a few pics of us.
enjoy! :)

facebook pics

time flies

2009-06-04T00:46:00.002+08:00

waduh!
knape cepat sangat mase blalu ni?!
lagi 2 minggu je kite da abes da short sem ni.
truthfully said, mmg aku nak cepat abes sem ni, tp bile da nak dekat abes ni, tibe2 rase cam akan rindu environment opis ni.
huu.
aku da stuck with the way things are.
sem dpan da mule balek project sorang2.
ye, aku memang suke keje bkumpulan sbenar nyer.
lagi best dan banyak ber-interaksi dan macam2 lagi laa! X)
idea pown bole mencurah2 memandangkan aku punyer otak ni bukan la geliga sangat kan. T_T
anyway, good luck kawan2 sume!
jom kite tengok sape menang multi-dip kali ni! :)

khas buat nik :)

2009-05-29T00:08:00.003+08:00

1)Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda

2)Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini
-kami mempunyai tarikh lahir yang same! :D
-die ni sgt comel n bulu mate die sgt lebat. jelez T_T
-sgt kreatip weh!! serious!!
-sgt pandai bajet mase walopown byk gile xtvt yg involve. hbat! d(^_^)b
-suke remind aku jgn kapel. time kaseh nik :)

3)Setiap blogger perlu menyatakan 10 fakta atau hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya.
-bulu mate aku sbenar nyer panjang cume x lentik je. x ramai pasan.
-tlinge kanan aku tsangat la sensitip weh! kalo dengar lagu sbelah kanan je, macam ade org tgh gletek satu badan! XD plik ke x plik tuh?!
-aku sbenar nyer adalah seorang fashion victim, believe it or not T_T
-bile aku cakap aku gemok ato berat, sile pcaye.
-aku sangat suke cekelat :D
-tlg jgn pggl aku pendek. aku sbenar nyer petite k?
-aku x suke bile org call. sile msg je ek ;p
-slipar merah aku dari cfs maseh btakhta lagi di dpan bilik aku :) [ajaa mesti bgge ngan aku ;p]
-aku kalo pegi shopping, bli bratos2 skali gus tp kalo 'puasa' dr shopping, sbulan due bulan pown bole! :D
-aku cpat suke org tp x cepat nak jatuh cinte. haha, mrapu gile. ;p tp serious, lame da jantong aku ni x bdegop dgn kencang nyer. =/

4)anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka
-haha, rase2 nyer sume cam da di tag. sape2 rase nak buat sile la~ :)

got to place to go

2009-05-28T22:04:00.000+08:00

my current song addiction sung by gabriella cilmi :)

but.....
my life if heading that way now.
i've got no shoulder to cry on.
i've got no one to trust anymore.
no, that's not right.
i can't trust anybody anymore.
wait, it's the same thing, no?!

i feel like when i give people gold, they repay me with shit.
have i been giving people shit before this without knowing it?! =/

sorry for cursing ajaa.
but i've reached my limit. T_T

emotions pouring...

2009-05-24T14:29:00.003+08:00

aku ade keje nak kena buat tp aku tgh emosi bile tepiki pasal 'bende2' ni.
ape salah aku?!
ok, aku tau aku mmg besalah, tp nape hubungan si A ngan si B maseh elok sedangkn hubungan si A dgn aku si org tgh ni ttibe cam da goyah?!
mengape?!
aku rase aku mmg bongok bile dok tpiki pasal bende ni tp bile si B slalu sgt cte die contact and cakap2 sperti bese ngan si A, aku rase bengang ade, sedih pown ade.
aku rase da lbih 3 ari kami x bcakap.
da bdose da ni.
Ya Allah, maafkan la aku. T_T
aku buntu bile sampai bab2 nak pujok org ni.
haih =_=;;

sok crit.
group aku last skali.
kol 3 beb!
adoyai!
haih, nak cite pe lagi pasal sem ni?!
xde mnarik sgt tp xde la bosan sgt.
groupmate aku sume best.
alhamdulillah :)

tolong jgn sbot segi college ato kale cam standard charted yep! pnat dgr T_T

mistakes were made repeatedly

2009-05-21T23:28:00.002+08:00

things got pretty bad for me really fast.
i was quitting this whole mumbo jumbo remember?!
but why is it back to haunt me?!
i'm frozen in place now.
i don't know what to do.
i have made things worse.
my friendship is in jeopardy.
can i take this gamble of life and lose more than one best friend?!
haih, this 'band-aid' theory is making me bleed more instead of healing quickly.

i wish i could turn back time.

God, please help me.

there's a first time for everything

2009-05-17T12:45:00.003+08:00

ok, post kali ni xde kna mengena ngan tajok sangat.
huhu.
just nak cite.
smalam aku kua.
time nak naek bas tu aku da rase laen macam da ngan badan aku.
aku pown buat bodoh laa.
da jalan punye jalan, dalam kol 3/4 ptg gtu aku da mule rase lemah gile.
tgk muvi 'angels&demons'.
cam nak tdo je ngan bsilmut2 skali.
mmg x larat. :(
balek uia ade la dalam kol 6.
tros tido sampai 8.30 dalam keadaan bslimut dan kipas d 2.
nak kebah kan diri punyer pasal.
mlm tu nak g opis kol 9.30.
aku try bangon, kpale aku bpusing2 dan bpinar2.
aku baring la balek tok 5 menet konon nyer.
bangon2 da kol 9.30.
nak try bangon g toilet, hanye Tuhan saje yg tau prasaan aku mase tuh.
da la pning tahap maksima.
bdenyut mate weh! (mungkin nad paham prasaan ni)

pagi tadi aku bangon, alhamdulillah da kurang.
pning da dtahap paling minima, dmam ade la sket2 lagik.
aku xmo mkn ubat sbb xrti sgt makan pil nih! T_T
make dengan ati yang x brape berat, aku bgerak la ke opis. =]

ksimpulan nyer, jangan blagak jika anda da staon x dmam ato saket dalam jenis ape pown.
nnt jadik cam aku.
huhuhu.

tp!
yg best nyer, smalam aku bjaye bli satu baju yg x ktat pade arge yg sangat murah!
smalam sale sampai 70% kat isetan.
wee~!!! XD

sem baru, plan baru?!

2009-05-07T13:50:00.002+08:00

hahaha, slepas 2 sem dok kat uia neh, smalam la baru 1st time aku g usha female sports centre dan court2 yang ade kliling uia neh.
haha.
bengong ke x aku ni?! X)
yg paling aku suke tgk adalah swimming pool die!!!!
bsar dan best sangat2 dowh!!!
sayang nyer kena pakai swimming cap!
ah!
nak carik cpat!
baju da bawak!
torture gile.
nak gile2 swimming ni!
bape taun ntah da tinggal kan.
huhu.

bukan itu sahaja.
kitorang plan macam2 nak maen sat lagi ni.
kayak la.
badminton la.
archery la.
ooh!!! suke sangat2 pada archery gak!
tp xde membe yg ade minat yg same. T_T
kesimpulan nyer, short sem ni kami sangat la bsemangat nak bsukan.
xtau nape.
padahal smalam maen badminton baru 20 menet da pancit.
hahahahah! XD
jom kawan2!
kite mngamalkn idop yang sehat sem ni! :D

hati aku dirobek bagaikan kertas tisu

2009-05-05T20:41:00.002+08:00

hmm, i'm not sure how i'm supposed to portray what i'm feeling right now.
i feel discouraged.
i feel dejected.
i feel useless.
i feel............
well, what matters is that i felt like quitting this mumbo-jumbo.
hopefully i get through this change quick and painless like a band-aid.
pray for me! T_T

T_T

2009-04-29T12:28:00.003+08:00

alhamdulillah is all i can say when i found my mom's necklace just now!
ah, the bliss~!!!
thanks to those that pray for me! :D

but there's another bad news today.
this thing has been happening a lot now.
to my ipod nonetheless.
my baby.
my soul.
my partner.
everytime i tried to plug in the ipod to my laptop, it would not detect it at all. :(
and when it does, a message saying, 'your ipod is corrupted' was flashed in front of my eyes.
wtf?!
my ipod is in a good condition.
it can still play all the songs and the vids.
damn ipod, what happened to you?!
so, everytime i have to charge or put it some more songs, i have to reset it first. :(
note that reset is not deleting everything in the ipod.
more like a boot or some sort.
ah, x rti nak ckp.
anyway, my sister recommends me to restore (deleting everything) it.
i mean, some of the songs and vids are not even in my laptop anymore.
xnk la download balek.
argh!!
what should i do?! :((

oh.my.god!

2009-04-28T12:19:00.004+08:00

oh.my.god #1

hah!
the day of QTI has finally come to grace me with its presence.
doubling my nervousness, result of sem 2 08/09 is going to be out today after 5pm!
i woke up at 8.30am this morning.
my heart was thumping and gendang-ing like it's going to burst.
it must stop. seriously.

around 11.15, en hamid came to pick me up and run through the road with me twice to get my mind freshen up.
i was ready and confident by then coz en hamid helped me less this time.
little did i know...
jeng3...

a white kancil plated BJY 659 parked in front of the office and was waiting for me.
i went inside and adjusted my chair yada3 while waiting for the dude to go into the office.
and my journey begins..........................................!

disaster no #1
at the exit of the centre, i was about to go when the car suddenly lurched backward when my gear was at 1.
i don't know why.
and it died instantly.
damn.

disaster no #2
for qti, we have only 1 round-about to test.
so, i was quite confident when i had passed it.
suddenly, the examiner said, 'awak buat jalan ni cam awak punye je kan?!'
i was like, what the hell?!
i asked him what was wrong with what i did?!
he replied, 'signal ke hape x kasik langsong.'
my eyes went as round as nad's eyes when she was 'drowning' at pangkor. (inside joke :p)
i was madly apologizing to him and he was like, 'it's ok2.'
so, since i was the last to test, he asked me to take a short cut coz he's tired.
and i was dancing inside since the short cut is really short.
huhu.

disaster #3
at the U-turn aka the short cut, i was grinning to myself and what not.
while slowing the car down, i looked on the other side.
a car was about to pass so i pushed the break to stop the car altogether.
and guess what the disaster is?!
i pushed the gas paddle!!!!!!!!
the car went zooming to the front but luckily my hands were quick to turn the sterring(is this how you spell it?) and foot changed to the break paddle.
the examiner was mad.
freaking mad.
and i was freaking out!
the car died, the front tire hit a divider.
i was seriously about to cry back then.
i plucked up my courage and re-started the car and drove off.
the ride back was unpleasant since he was saying bad stuff.
i know i'm not a good driver and stuff.
haih.
but on the way back, nothing bad happened so that was a plus i guess. =/

lucky me, he said, 'saye pass kan awak ni so awak tambah klas and testing ngan en hamid lagi ek. saye tutop sbelah mate je pass kan awak ni.'
i was seriously grateful to the dude.
seriously.
thank you dude and thank you God for stopping my car in time before anything bad happens.

oh.my.god #2

some of you are going to be shocked to death by this.
be prepared.
are you prepared?!
alright.

i lost my necklace.
yes, the gold necklace with diamond fruit aka buah permata aka diamond locket(is it a locket? =/)
i was freaking out until now!
yesterday, when i went to klcc and times with farah and kayan, i noticed that it was gone.
i was panicking big time.
i mean, it was my mom's wedding necklace.
a lot of memories in it!
we traced back our steps when farah told me, 'aku xnmpk pown ko pakai rantai time smayang td'.
so, i was a bit confused.
while recalling the memories of the last time i saw my necklace, i called ibai(my youngest bro) to check my bed.
in case it's there.
the result is nada. :(
so i called my mom saying that i'll be home late trying to track back the necklace.
she said, 'if it's lost there, there's no way you'll be able to find it. someone must have taken it by then. lagipon, mak da lame x nampak nabilah pakai rantai. rantai mane satu ni?!'
memories was recollected.
i also haven't seen or touched that necklace for a long time.
if you might not have known, i love to play the necklace.
and lately, i haven't done that.
i went home last night and did a thorough check on my bed, under the bed and anywhere possible.
it is yet to be found.
please, pray that i found that necklace soon guys!
it really means a lot to me. T_T

same thing happened at kaed during yaa's bday when the necklace was hanging loosely at my neck and the fruit(buah) was missing.
with the help of nad, yaa, kak wa, dol, bro shauqee and bro fern, we found it.
thank you for that guys!

jom doa same2 kawan..... :(

boredom has got me in it's hands...

2009-04-25T22:35:00.002+08:00

damn, i'm seriously bored now.
da banyak kali bace da komik2 in my laptop.
as for videos, i didn't have the mood.
why oh why?!
T_T

td tgh tgk spongebob ngan mak.
cte tu je la yg buat mak tgelak gile2 slaen friends.
aku pown tgelak skali.
huhu.

td tgk iklan spongebob.
sok pagi kol 10 pagi ade episod baru.
ade johnny depp.
pergh, gile nak tgk!
ibai pown excited.
ttbe ade soklan mengejot kua,
"nak ibai kejotkan ke?!"
ces!!!!
gile mnusuk dalam lubuk ku!!!
tau la aku slalu bangon lambat.
da tbiase maa.
hahaha.
x sangke adek aku sendiri pown paham condition aku.
time kaseh ibai sbb nak kjot kn nabilah X)

loser with a capital L

2009-04-23T12:34:00.003+08:00

yup, it happened again today.
my driving totally SUCKED!! X(
i don't know what's happening to me lately.
my mood keeps going down everyday.
i'm still bored as hell.
haih.
i failed bukit for the first round.
but the rounds after that was excellent.
then, en hamid asked me to go on the road.
as usual, i was pretty confident coz i know the road and where to stop, when to change the gear, you know those stuff.
BUT!
that was all coz en hamid was there to direct me and everything.
what's worse, my car died on the road, in the middle of the round-about.
omg! i was freaking out and it died the 2nd time.
en hamid was like, 'nabilah cpat idop kn enjin' and asking me to hurry up.
that makes me more nervous when people asked you to rush and everything.
yeah, i know it's dangerous but don't make me a nervous wreck!!
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
i was about to cry back then.
luckily we got back to the training centre in one piece.
then suddenly, en hamid said my QTI will be this tuesday!!
i am not ready!
hell no!
i mean, bukit, parking and 3-pointer is ok for me but road test?!
and the reason i HAD to take it this tuesday is because i don't have much time.
i agree.
but if i fail the QTI, what's the purpose of taking it right?!
tambah mase jugak nnt.
haih, i think i'm gonna die. T_T
guys, help me!!!
hua!!!
da la the only manual car that my family have is being used by my sister AND she's having her finals now.
damn it!
ingat bole testing2 sendiri.
goodbye guys.
see you when i see you. :(

signing out,
Loser

thank you mtv and channel v!

2009-04-22T15:42:00.002+08:00

due to great boredom this hols, i was still quite happy with it so far.
can you guess from the title?! :D
i keep on asking you guys to guess, though.
sorry about that. -_-;;

anyway, the reason i'm totally not THAT bored is because mtv and channel v is soooo smart nowadays and have been airing korean and japanese video clips!!!!
aah, the consent~ X)
not only they're airing it, the songs are quite updated!
well, it's a music channel.
what do i expect?!!
they have various artists that i know i loooove so deeply. ;p
SHINee, DSBK, Super Junior, and many more!
as for japanese, the artists are not very familiar to me but the songs are great!

NAD!! MAR!! GET YOUR BUTT UP AND WAIT FOR THESE AMAZING SONGS IN FRONT OF THE TV!!!
MUAHAHAHAHA!! X)
jangan cakap korang suke lagu tu lepas sbulan aku da rekemen ok?! ;)

this brings back sooo much memories! X)

2009-04-21T19:06:00.001+08:00

i seriously like this song.
and i don't know why.
listen to it ya!
enjoy! ;)

press play! :D

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

miss sucks-a-lot

2009-04-20T12:37:00.002+08:00

damn, the title made my face turn red all over again.
you want to know why?!
let's embark on my journey of humiliation...........

on monday morning, bella woke up at 8 am and was getting ready for her driving class at 9 am.
around 8.30-ish, the instructor messaged her saying, 'nabila, saye lambat sikit. kol 10 ek?! baru bangun.'
yeah, he calls her nabila coz he always confused her name with nad's sis. cait.
anyway, then she was like, 'huh, i wasted my sleeping time for nothing ke?!'
and guess what happened?!
yup, she went back to sleep. haha, bijak la anda sume. X)

around 10.20, en hamid came to pick her up in front of her house.
off she goes to institu mandu cekap!

the lesson started off smoothly as the instructor was beside her for the first round.
the rounds to come, she was supposed to do it alone.
yeah, she was confident at first coz she had done this before and it went by perfectly.
i'm guessing luck was not on her side today.
her car died a lot of times at the same place at the same time.
she frantically restarted the car and drive but it ends up the same way.
dead.
then, when it was 'bukit' testing time, her car also died a lot of times.
i lost count.
but yeah, i feel sorry for her since there was like bazillion people there waiting for her to go down on the other side.
not on the same side.
i feel her pain and embarrassment.
and the instructor was nowhere in sight when the 'tragedies' happened.
poor her.
another 2 instructors had to go and give help.
i'm guessing she wants to curse him but when you're in a pinch, u forgot about it.
huhu.

people might tell you, "sure. everyone had been there", "everyone makes mistakes", "you learn from your mistakes", yada, yada, yada....
but when it involves your face and dignity probably, it is still embarrassing.
please feel my pain first.
comfort me.
then you can say all those things to my face.
okay?!