i hate being in the middle :(

k, ni 1st time aku akan tros trang akan prasaan ku.
this blog is regarding radzi's post and the event that is currently happening to 2 of my best friends.

farah and nesh(i'm not going to bleep or cross anyone's name here and i'm not trying to 'bukak aib' sape2. note that).
since you guys are hating each other now, i'm gonna let you know that i don't want to be in any part of this heated argument.
i'm just trying to get good grades, sustain my scholar and live a happy and peaceful life with my friends in uia.
but you guys have just made it harder for me.
org akan tny, bella siding ngan sape ek? farah? nesh?
and the answer will be NO ONE.
after many stories and speculations have been heard, i've come to a conclusion that you're both guilty as charge but in different areas.
ok, korg mesti x phm.
korg due2 bsalah tp dr laen2 aspek.
aku mlz nak trang kan kat cni or kat mane2 la tp dr ape yang aku dgr, mmg korg due salah.
it's VERY VERY VERY hard to judge sbb bile farah cite, it seems like nesh yang mmg salah gile nak mati.
tp bile nesh cite, aku rase farah plak salah gile nak mati.
so, what did i get?
a headache.
aku xnk la prasaan kna pilih kawan and kna piki byk pasal bende ni.
baek aku saket kpale sbb x siap assignment.
bgune gak.
so, aku xmo cite panjang di sini.
the conclusion have been written and hopefully read by you guys.
aku akan kawan korg cam bese.
i will act as if nothing has happened.
if you guys brought it up even just for a while, mmg aku akan jd godzilla.
seriously.
ye, korg mesti tgh piki eh, bella ni pahal? membe sendiri pown xnak back up ke? tu bukan kawan sejati tu.
try to be in my shoes when this happen and let me know how the judging goes aite?
tell me if you can pick a friend when both friends are your BEST friend and both has stories yang mmg bole back up diri sendiri.
post ni bukan nak suro korg benci aku(tp kalo korg benci gak, i understand) but i quit.
i don't want to be the middle person anymore.
i don't want to have two best friends that hate each other.
i just want to have my old best buddies back! X(
is it too much to ask? =/