S*IT

oh, lupe nak btau kome sume.
aku ade 8 ari je lagik nak siap kan drawing n model banglo aku slepas di-reject totally oleh mdm aziah.
cis, kjam sungguh T_T
doa kn kjayaan aku sume!!
dan dengan ini, aku mngucapkan slamat tinggal tok sminggu lbih n aku bakal x jmpe korg d klas buat sminggu~
keh2, ade ati nak skip klas sminggu. ;p
tp kalo da tpakse, tpakse jugak la kn ;)

benci subang.. >=(

sebelum aku mule kan pape, mar n nad tlg jgn trase ek.
xde kna mngena ngan ngan korg k?
hehe :D

cite die gni.
sabtu aku balek n obviously naek tren all the way la kan.
x sangke la pulak tren ke plabuhan klang pown pnoh dlm kol 2 gtu.
so, aku tpakse la potong2 org n penyek2 kan diri dlm tren tuh.
pergh!! pnat gak la.
cam nk pengsan pown ade gak sbb ngantok+pnat+beg brat.
da la xle nak pegang pape.
kena la spread kn kaki.
tambah lagi ade org laen yg lean kat aku.
memang nak ngamok la kan.
tp piki tkot x sempt sampai tok driving class, tpakse la buang rase marah n nak ngamok tuh.
resah glisah gak la.
da la x smayang lagi, mkn pown blom.
prot da bunyik2.
pastu time sampai angkasapuri tu ade la pakcik makcik ngan anak ke cucu die ke xtau la.
pakcik tu masok last so die sbelah aku la kan.
da la pakai ktayap, ble plak nak dkat2 ngan aku cam nak lean gak ke pe.
die da la bole pgang tali or besi yang ade kat ctu.
xpaya la nak lean kat aku.
pastu org da kua, die dpan aku plak.
bontot die......................................
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!
bpk gli!!! X(
tahi gile aku rase.

k la, fast forward kan cte.
da kat setia jaya, org mule la nak kua2 kan kat subang jaya tuh.
k fine la, dorg tkot x sempt kua.
x kesah.
tp lek2 r.
sempat kua nyer.
ade sorg sis ni, tkot sgt x sempt kua p tolak aku beb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n guess what happen?
aku jatoh tdudok!!!!
atas beg sorg mamat ensem pulak tuh!!!!
urgh!!!
gile malu!!!
org2 kliling aku pown sume mcm ''ehhhh, eh, eh, eh..!!"
ya allah! gile kna tbal kan muke tahap make up tbal time tuh. X(
da tu aku bangon cpat2 n g masok dlm sket.
JAO drpd mamat ensem yang aku tdudok atas beg die tuh.
adoyai.
ade aje kjadian yang memalukn stiap kali aku naek ktm ni.
pastu, da aku tahan malu sume tuh, mamat ensem tu turun kat shah alam la pulak!!
mak datok.
aku lari kua tros.
haih. -_-;;

so, aku btekad, nak sampai subang next time aku nak dudok atas lantai tros.
xya malu sbb tjatoh atas lantai.
bernas x idea aku? =]

creep out people much?

ok so, on saturday night, i was online and there was a dude/chick added me..
so, i was like "oh, this maybe my friend.. what the heck.. just approve laa.."
and then "she" introduced herself as syaeirah, a friend from myspace...
so, i just go along with all "her" questions until "she" came out with 1 question that struck me like a lightning..
here are the questions that she had asked..

1. dlm gamba kecik tu awak yang mane satu? tudung putih ke tudung itam?
so i answered black...
2. awak ade gamba awak sorg yang bsar sket x?
wtf? what kind of girl would ask me this?
3. awak blaja mane skang?
didn't i already put where i'm studying at myspace?
4. rambot awak paras mane ek?
oooookay, i was seriously spooked by THIS ques...

and so i told "her" that no friend of mine whose name is syaeirah ever used 'awak,saye' with me..
'aku,ko' je..
therefore, throughout the conversation, "she" was like,
awak dok mane?
eh silap.
ko dok mane?

do YOU think that this "syaeirah" is a girl????
hmm, i think not... =/

n den, another one added me the same night and the email was kind of familiar...
so, again approve je la kan...
then, he said where he got my ym is unnecessary and let's just get to know each other..
i told him truthfully that i'm hate this kind of stuff..
ayat sbenar,
umm, sbena nyer aku mlz gile r nak knal2, tny2 dok mane pe sume.. sori laa.. tp serious aku benci gile..
den he "accepted" me as i am (konon nyer) and just talk like we were old friends..
hmm...
weird...

if you guys know or recognize these emails, plz let me know.. =/
so-called-syaeirah = ungu888,
mr mysterious = the_cendol_pulut

what a good weekend!! XD

1. snin cuti sbb maulidur rasul.. soooo, balek laa~~ pe lagi kan... dpt extra cuti seari tok relax bebeh! fufufufu X)

2. mak abah jempot kat kl sentral~! slalu nyer balek smpi shah alam.. phew! xya hadapi kesesakan dan ksardinan ktm.. -_-;;

3. masok je kete, afiq (my lil' bro n bkn big bro.. org slalu confuse sbb die lagi bsar dr aku.. eheh..) bagi satu kotak! ngeh3 :D n u know what that means! my ipod!! muahahahaha!!! meh nk tunjuk sket rupe nyer~ ;p (tiada unsur2 nk mnunjuk kat cni tau.. nak kongsi kbahagiaan je :D)

punyer la susah nyer nk pose kn ipod aku ni.. ni je la tbaek yg bole aku buat.. haha

4. g mid pastu! lame GILE x kua kot~ so, dpt la tgk tmpt org bsosial2... slalu2 nyer bsosial dlm studio je.. n sape je laaa yg dtg studio tuh.. huu.. T_T

5. sampai je uma, aku d greet oleh sling bag yg diberi oleh acu ku! die baru balek dr US weekend lpas n die bg adiah kat sume org.. n i LOVE my gift~ sgt perlu kn nyer.. baru ingt nk g bli satu sbena nyer.. huhuhu... xmo tunjuk gamba di cni sbb tkot korg ckp aku mnunjuk2 plak.. ipod da la.. ;p

6. sbena nyer bende ni da lame tp nk tunjuk gak.. akhir nyer aku da gune payung yang dberi oleh bobobe bbulu~ :Dpnat woo nak amek gamba ni.. malu plak tuh nak posing! hahaha.. time kaseh la kat mar sbb sudi layan karenah aku ;p

7. arini officially aku da stat driving class!!! yippee!! surprisingly x nervous lgsg...!! mungkin sbb baby(ipod) ku brade d sisi kot.. ngah3... tp mmg cun! mati enjin byk kali beb! XD

k la, nak balek uia da ni~
til den..
toodles! ;)

i hate being in the middle :(

k, ni 1st time aku akan tros trang akan prasaan ku.
this blog is regarding radzi's post and the event that is currently happening to 2 of my best friends.

farah and nesh(i'm not going to bleep or cross anyone's name here and i'm not trying to 'bukak aib' sape2. note that).
since you guys are hating each other now, i'm gonna let you know that i don't want to be in any part of this heated argument.
i'm just trying to get good grades, sustain my scholar and live a happy and peaceful life with my friends in uia.
but you guys have just made it harder for me.
org akan tny, bella siding ngan sape ek? farah? nesh?
and the answer will be NO ONE.
after many stories and speculations have been heard, i've come to a conclusion that you're both guilty as charge but in different areas.
ok, korg mesti x phm.
korg due2 bsalah tp dr laen2 aspek.
aku mlz nak trang kan kat cni or kat mane2 la tp dr ape yang aku dgr, mmg korg due salah.
it's VERY VERY VERY hard to judge sbb bile farah cite, it seems like nesh yang mmg salah gile nak mati.
tp bile nesh cite, aku rase farah plak salah gile nak mati.
so, what did i get?
a headache.
aku xnk la prasaan kna pilih kawan and kna piki byk pasal bende ni.
baek aku saket kpale sbb x siap assignment.
bgune gak.
so, aku xmo cite panjang di sini.
the conclusion have been written and hopefully read by you guys.
aku akan kawan korg cam bese.
i will act as if nothing has happened.
if you guys brought it up even just for a while, mmg aku akan jd godzilla.
seriously.
ye, korg mesti tgh piki eh, bella ni pahal? membe sendiri pown xnak back up ke? tu bukan kawan sejati tu.
try to be in my shoes when this happen and let me know how the judging goes aite?
tell me if you can pick a friend when both friends are your BEST friend and both has stories yang mmg bole back up diri sendiri.
post ni bukan nak suro korg benci aku(tp kalo korg benci gak, i understand) but i quit.
i don't want to be the middle person anymore.
i don't want to have two best friends that hate each other.
i just want to have my old best buddies back! X(
is it too much to ask? =/