loser with a capital L

yup, it happened again today.
my driving totally SUCKED!! X(
i don't know what's happening to me lately.
my mood keeps going down everyday.
i'm still bored as hell.
haih.
i failed bukit for the first round.
but the rounds after that was excellent.
then, en hamid asked me to go on the road.
as usual, i was pretty confident coz i know the road and where to stop, when to change the gear, you know those stuff.
BUT!
that was all coz en hamid was there to direct me and everything.
what's worse, my car died on the road, in the middle of the round-about.
omg! i was freaking out and it died the 2nd time.
en hamid was like, 'nabilah cpat idop kn enjin' and asking me to hurry up.
that makes me more nervous when people asked you to rush and everything.
yeah, i know it's dangerous but don't make me a nervous wreck!!
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
i was about to cry back then.
luckily we got back to the training centre in one piece.
then suddenly, en hamid said my QTI will be this tuesday!!
i am not ready!
hell no!
i mean, bukit, parking and 3-pointer is ok for me but road test?!
and the reason i HAD to take it this tuesday is because i don't have much time.
i agree.
but if i fail the QTI, what's the purpose of taking it right?!
tambah mase jugak nnt.
haih, i think i'm gonna die. T_T
guys, help me!!!
hua!!!
da la the only manual car that my family have is being used by my sister AND she's having her finals now.
damn it!
ingat bole testing2 sendiri.
goodbye guys.
see you when i see you. :(

signing out,
Loser